Goodbye, goodbye. I miss you. Did you know that? I can't stand it. But I can't be with you. And that is what I want more than anything. The song I'm listening to, you sing it and you sound just like the vocalist. I just want to be with you, but you never wanted to change, and you expected me to change to be with you. And that just wasn't fair to me. So I am walking away. I deleted your phone number from my cell because I didn't want to have it there to tie me to you anymore. Oh and I deleted you from my myspace too. Part of me will always love you. Did you know I've loved you for four years? I spent four+ years waiting for you, and you couldn't give up alcohol for me. I gave up four years for you, but you couldn't give up a habit for me. You have so much potential but you don't seem to get that. You could be so much more than you are. You hate your job, but you say you hate school and won't go back to get more education to get a job that you would actually enjoy. You are so much better than you give yourself credit for. I love you. But I can't keep waiting and wasting my time when things are the same as they have always been, and will always be unless you decide what you want most. And right now that clearly is not me. So I'm walking away. Hope you figure out what it is you really want.