You know, it's strange when it's December and there are still leaves on trees. You'd think they'd have fallen by now. Oh well. Soon it will snow and the rest of the leaves will fall. As much as I dislike the cold that comes with the snow, I'd really like for it to snow. A pure white blanket over everything. Ah. Makes me think that maybe people really can change, including me. I feel like I'm standing by a window looking out over everything, and can't get to any of it. Sorry, I'm rambling. Don't know where that came from. Hmm. Well, Dallan comes home tomorrow. That's about the only exciting thing for this week. I think that the matchmaking someone tried to do for me a while back is starting to work out on its own. But who knows. I'm not going to go into anything now, but I think its entirely possible that I could date someone. Haha, me. Dating. There's a real knee-slapping joke. It's nice being in the basement room now. I don't have to worry about having my light on and either keeping the parents up or waking the parents up. Plus, that room is TINY. I like it better, strangely enough. Josh asked me the other day if I miss Hollie. Like...do I miss her? He made it sound like she was dead and gone, not married. Nothing's really changed--she still is Hollie, she's just married. We didn't hang out like constantly before she got married anyways, so I can't really say that I miss her. Because nothing has changed in the way that we communicate or anything. I'll sometimes text her, and she may or may not text back. But there is something that I do kind of want to talk to her about, but I don't think I will because...well, just because of something she wrote in her latest entry. I don't want to bug her, don't want to irritate her with fluff. Maybe that's all I am...fluff? I don't know. I don't know what I am anymore...I work, I eat, I sleep. So what am I?