Yeah. So. Sitting in the computer lab at school. *sigh* I feel bad, because Josh is sitting next to me and is being all sad...and I hate that I can't figure out why, and it makes me feel bad, because I want to know if there is something that I could do. I still wish that I knew if I had a chance with him. I probably don't though...I probably blew it back in November when the whole girls choice dance thing happened. And then there's the whole...Nate living in St. George and liking me and us never have met thing. I haven't been able to get him out of my mind. So, I have two boys in my mind--one who goes to my school and who, at least as far as I know, is still crazy about one of my best friends; and the other who lives almost four hundred miles away from me. Basically, its pointless.