Its interesting...I feel sad today and I can't seem to figure out why. Hmm. Oh well. I'll be going to seminary in a bit anyways, so that should cheer me up. Oh crap! Except my seminary teacher went to Guatemala for two weeks so we have a sub. Dang it. Today in band we played a song that anyone who wants to play is going to be playing for graduation. And the bell just rang so I have to go to class now. Later Erin's being all depressed because Landon is on a vacation to Virginia with his family. I mentioned that its harder to have him at an arms length and not be able to have him, because you know he's got the hots for one of your closest friends, who he happened to break up with you for. She looked down and remembered that the only reason he's ''her's'' (so to speak) is because he broke up with me. That, she told me, is really depressing. Well, thank you for pointing out the obvious, which is that I enevitably get my heart ripped out whenever I see the two of them being the exact same way we were not very long ago, before he decided to lie to one of my closest friends and hit on her and decide that I wasn't good enough, or I just wasn't enough, or whatever it was he decided. Wow, sorry, I just rambled a lot about nothing no one else cares about. I'll try ot to do that again.... School was boring, as per usual. I just want it to be over so I can focus on work and band. I'm so excited for the show. Oh my heck! Sarah (*couch* I mean Miss Madson) had the section leaders and captains play what music we have yesterday after band was over and I was getting ready to sit and listen in, but she had me get my picc and play with Aubree. I felt slightly special. When we were finished, she told us what the show was supposed to be like and can I tell you! Its going to be awesome. That's pretty much all she gave us liberty to say. I'm way excited. Gack! The guard...and the soloists...and just everything is going to be so amazing. I want school to be over. I want to be not so lame. I want Landon...I miss him and I love him. Its depressing. *sigh* Later (again) Lately I find that I've been having a harder time sleeping than I used to. Maybe its just me, but I'm tense and kind of edgy. I can't ever seem to fall asleep any earlier than 11 anymore. Its starting to bug me. Oh well. Its off to bed with me now, before my mom gets angry with me...Goodnight all.