I feel...odd. I dunno. It's weird. Like something is changing but I don't know what it is or if it's good or bad. But oh well. Went to see James Bond last night with some friends. It was ok, not the best Bond movie ever. But ok. I feel so lame. I have two jobs, and still feel like I have so much extra time and whatever. But since I don't have a car it makes getting a third job a little difficult. Although I think that if I did get another job I'd maybe go start working with Hollie and Dan because they make like...quadruple (separately, not together) what I make. Yikes. I really do hate money sometimes. Dallan is coming home at the end of this month. Which is kind of weird, it doesn't seem like it's been two years already, but I suppose time has just flown. Hollie keeps telling me that I should marry him when he gets home. Why do I need to get married?? I'm just barely 19. I don't need to get married now. And besides, that would mean that Dallan would have to propose, so...yeah. Anyways. Don't want to get married. Just want to be ME for a while, whoever that is anymore.