Aparently, me being myself isn't good enough. Yet again. Jordan aparently doesn't like me anymore because I'm not (to quote him) "balls-y enough". Since when did I have to make out with a guy, put moves on a guy, or any of that to be the perfect girl? Since when was just being me not good enough? Since when do I have to do things that I am not comfortable with (as in putting moves on a guy) to get someone to like me? I hate high school drama/relationships. Although I guess it is a good thing to know that he thought that I was going to be another one of those girls who just made out with him all the time and that's what he wanted. It's not what I want. I want more than that if I'm going to have ANY kind of relationship like that. Oh well. Guess I'll just stick it out, maybe see him and hope he realizes that there's more to me than what he thought there was. And to show his hypocracy, he didn't tell me any of this himself. He had Erin tell me. I shouldn't get upset about this...but I hate that people can't be honest with me. They always assume that I'm going to get angry. The only thing I get angry about is when people aren't honest with me or send messangers to do their dirty work. Lame. I hate high school.