I just got an email from Mrs. Allred telling us that the total cost for our BOA trip is $400 and I started bawling. I have no way to earn the whole amount. No way. I'm lucky if I make $140 a month. And my parents I know won't help because they didn't help any of the rest of my siblings pay for any of their trips. I hate money. Plus I still have the rest of my band fees to pay, and debate fees. And those in of themselves are almost $200. I'm so effing screwed.