Amy hates me. I don't know why. But I do know this much...KJ said that Amy has been plotting against me to break up me and Landon. KJ said that Amy herself told her. KJ didn't know why. And apparently there are people that don't like me a whole lot because they were telling her that it was a good idea, that she should do it. What is so wrong with me that I finally find someone who likes me for who I am and am happily in a relationship that someone wants to take that away from me? I started crying today, hyperventilating, almost, because I was so upset. Am I a terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad person or something? Why would someone see that I am finally happy and want to tear that away from me? Why? I can't wait until tomorrow. I'm going to head up to Mack Park with my scriptures and sit and read by the river. Maybe something miraculous will happen.