Its over. He doesn't care. Said I'm wasting my time. He doesn't care. Those words went through my head all day at school today. *tear* Buts it's over. Not even friends. I cried myself to sleep last night. I fell so in love with him....Not to mention his treating me like a fool. He's taken me off his friend list too so aparently we aren't even friends (to him) anymore. I take blame; it was my fault. I told him how it was he was being and how he was treating me and since he didn't want the truth (or want it put bluntly), however as bluntly I put it, then that's his problem. I can't change the way I am just to please someone else, although I might try. All the same, it won't be easy to forget how I feel about him. I don't think that's ever really going to change. How can you forget how deeply you have loved, even when your love was rejected? It's possible that he won't ever forgive me for my blunt way of pointing out how he was treating me. With time, I'll get over that. But for the time being, it's terribly depressing. My life seems to be spirling completely out of my control. Nothing is going the way I had tried to plan. I wish I had control over my life. Maybe then things would be different.... Why can't things be different? Why can't I be beautiful or talented or any of the things I'm not? Why won't someone love me for who I am?