Ever felt that nagging feeling when you're talking to your best friend and they are just...happy...and you wish you could be happy like that? Even when they are in a bad mood and they still have that glow? I don't understand it. Of course, I am pretty content to just let my life drift; to go to school, and work. I really don't need to have a significant other in my life. Although, it still makes me twinge with a little bit of jealousy to see one of my friends so happy. She knows where her life is going. She'll be married by 21, and we both know it. Heck, she'll be engaged this time next year (and that is a source of constant amusment for me, because she doesn't think it will happen)... Not that there isn't anyone in my life who wants to date me. Jordan wants to. Badly. But, that kid...gaah, he's not honest. He texts Hollie telling her he really likes her and that she should break up with her boyfriend to date him. He says it's all a big joke. He also says he likes me for me. I've heard that one before. I just want to graduate. I also want Dallan to be home soon. I miss him. I miss talking to him and getting hugs from him and advice from him. Hollie thinks that me and him should get married. *shrug* Why on earth anyone needs to be matchmaking me, I honestly don't understand.