I wish that creepy ex boyfriends would stop being creepy and stop trying to kiss me. Seriously. I wish he'd just leave well enough alone. And he says things like, "I don't want to get back together, I just want to be friends" and then he leans in to kiss me the way he would when we were together. He says he misses the way I taste. EWW! Like he could really remember after over a year anyways! Seriously, its like "Get OVER yourself." I don't like it. I'm not hanging out with Landon alone anymore. EVER. There will always be people around. Either I'll call Bryce or see if Tony's around to come help me out. Grief. Or maybe Jordan. OH! That reminds me. Jordan asked me to be his girlfriend. Since he's the one who told me he doesn't want to have a girlfriend right now, that seriously confused me and I asked him about that. He told me that he'd thought about it and he wanted to be with me. I've been around too many lying boys because I don't believe him and don't want to trust him with something like...oh ya know...my heart? I told him that we could date and see where things went and if romantical stuff started happening, then we'd figure things out from there. I don't want to be serious with anyone...but at the same time I hate being single. Anyone have a suggestion to fix that idealism? I'm open to ideas (that doesn't mean I'll use them, but I am open to them. Fire away). Grief, I'm so darn ready for July to be over so that I can go to California. This time next month I will be soaking up the sun. Woo! I can't wait. It's going to be amazing.