none of my friends from willmar call me anymore...? they get mad at me when i like run into them at the mall or something. and tell me that i need to call them. well i do. but why cant they call me instead? hmm. maybe i should just stick to maccray... but i dont know i miss willmar because thats where i planned my whole school and graduation dealio to be. and now after like one year of moving here, and switching school i feel stuck in this town forever! i know i can switch back.. but do i really want to??? we got a new cat but he is like sick now and he pukes and poops everywhere its gross! tomorrow is my track meet at maccray our only home game! ally cant run since she pulled her hamstring that sucks but i still got my running buddies! i went to my dads to get this check thing for my mom, and their were like his neighbors in his drive way. so when we pulled up and when i got out.. he said hi and that was it??? it made me feel ashamed of myself like he was embarassed of me or something...maybe he was to busy talking about his other family???his immediate one, ha that sort of makes me laugh in a way. because he can be so dumb. i cant wait till the summer!!! its going to be fun.. yet im still going to miss people that i dont really talk to outside of school..i dont know what im doing anymore for the summer!days have been going by so fast and my plans seem to change everyday!especially this whole camping deal. my favorite spot in this whole town is the grave yard. i go with jack. its like a mile away but its a fun walk! i havent had time to go there for a while since track but in the summer thats probably where i will go if there isnt anything to do.this mike ammerman kid comes up and talks to me today and he was going on about him and craig and dan went jet skiing yesterday and craig got hypothermia and they put him in the shower and he like woke up and that they are getting a speed boat once they sell his 2 snomobiles... the whole time i was laughing because he lies soo much just to show off to me or something. and he just sounds really dumb when he does. me and my sister went and sat on these huge bleachers today and tried whistling this tune but i couldnt help but laugh so it didnt work out to well.. when we were walking back these people like slowed down and like rolled down their window to talk to me and i was like omgsh! because they were like gangstas with a little baby but they were just looking for the kwik and easy PHEW, i thought they wanted drugs from me haha no not really.. but that would have been some what funny. but i am going to go to bed now . i hope u had fun reading this because i had fun typing it. and i think it was pretty long wow...im going to start writing letters to tony again, he told me not to. till later because of the whole arriving to iraq deal but i miss him so much. and it sucks . because the rest of my family hates him. and me and tony are close. we always have been so im not going to stop talking to him