drunk people here are lame. wade was wasted. i could tell and my mom went to his house. eh it doesnt matter. she isnt here ever anyway. she brought up a "joke" of living there again. i think she should. haha wade thinks i hate him... good. jon and cody said i should hit on him and he will be to creeped out to talk to us again. it sounds sortof funny to do. but i guess i will try to be nice to him .. even though he will just turn out like the rest of em. he never comes here anyway. he hates us. i told him he was on my people to kill list. school starts in a week. im going to be sad since i cant sleep in. i woke up this morning to jon and cody and jordan ontop of me. weird. it was.... then i started my stove on fire since im what some people would call. .. mentally retarded. im not cleaning up the mess my mom told me to. she made me mad. so no im not going to . i hope alida can have me stay the night there tomorrow. so me her and tiff can watch peewee. before school....You didnt wait for me to help you out I wouldve stayed to clear those final doubts How suddenly the whole world can change overnight How suddenly the whole world knows your name And I find myself questioning all that I have done And I’m trying to press the button to rewind And I find myself whispering ‘There’s more I could have done’And I wish I had the option to rewind Is it better to have loved than not at all I’m not the same; it feels like I’m missing out The sky has drained now I must live without How suddenly the whole world can change overnight How suddenly the whole world sings your name And I find myself questioning all that I have done And I’m trying to press the button to rewind And I find myself whispering ‘God, what have you done?’ And I wish I had the option to rewind Is it better to have loved than not at all? I find myself thinking; I hope I can inspire The subtleties you taught me to admire And I find myself whispering ‘God, what have you done?’And I wish I had the option to rewind Is it better to have loved than not at all