I woke up at 8 30 to go say bye to my girl tammy and I was to tired to roller blade all the way across town so i fell asleep till about 9 50 cause ef said he would pick me up at 10. because i miss him and he came back this morning.. but im sitting here and i dont see him outside anywhere... its now 10 22 and i dont think he is coming. tamara goes back to texas on the 24th.. so i have to say my good bye to her. I have said my good bye to scotti.(pathetic piece of shit) I have almost lost Alli and sarah and them... they now have eachother. and no longer need me. imnotsatisfied