Stop Please Just Stop Put It Down Its not You I miss The way We laughed. Talked How I could Look at your eyes and actually see the person inside. Now I see noone. there is just a rotting. empty. soul. Im worried. and Scared... your my Boy. And I cant help the way I feel. Mamaa needs to lay off the work. Dad is still the same doesnt care about me just as long as I make good grades. well im Trying as hard as I can for Myself. noone else ---- So I am me again. I missed it. Er I just want to see your face. Being alone seems to get to you after a while. Especially when they leave and have that someone and your stuck with the other singled out people.Not that there bad...I just want things to be all back to normal. (No longer going to Cash Wise)for a very long time It sucks. Uhh its been a long time. Smile at me =) Free to Believe ......... Fuck Bitches Get Money$$$$ ==================================== I sink Into Myself sometimes. Let go Of Everything.. this night was okay. I miss my moms house My dad kind of makes me like stay here even when I just want to go to my moms. . anyways blah