I get no respect from you guys at all. and im tired of this! im the freaking outkast to you. i should atleast earn something from u? respect is all I want but is that to much for me to ask! you tell me im nothing and dont amount to shit pratically. why not just say it! I feel as if im dirt,always getting stepped on and always getting rained on. can i ever here a thank you?something to make me feel as if i have a use to you.maybe not. im also tired of being the 2nd person. someone to use untill something better comes along.i feel used.at times i feel useless... today has been awful..i feel so sick of being alone.i love my friends to death but it still seems as if i want more. i dont mean a boyfriend. i just have to hold on and see where my life takes me. im still trying