so im in international falls at the library and last night at about 1 30 in the morning i woke up to dustin calling me saying he was going to sleep in my bed. and i was so mad cause i told him not to so i told my mom and she totally lied and said he wasnt in there then she told jason then jason called me and told me to calm down and said that he had 2 buddies passed out at our house and that my mom wasnt home and that he let dustin sleep in there so i was pissed and hung up then he called and left me a really angry message. which basically threatend me and i just laughed at it .. but for 2 hours i was shaking since i was so mad .. how my mom lied and just basically how my life is shit right now. my dad wont let me stay at his house unless jack is gone .. im not getting rid of my dog. ever. i love him. and when i get home sunday i dont think i can survive so i will have what... nowhere to go. does anyone understand that im on the edge to running away yet wanting to kill myself. i dont give a shit if my mom sees this i want her to know that i cant take this much longer. i will be gone soon. and i dont care anymore. i wanted to get away this weekend . and all i got was wanting to leave more. do you know how easy it would be for me just to leave now. and not go back just runaway. just god damnit mom and dad. im not going to be around much longer. get that.