Have been thinking a lot tonight/all day about family and future in general i guess. i also miss anthony we talked on the phone today for an hour i just want to see him ya know.. i wish i had friends here... works been ugh lately. just tiring . atleast i am done with school now wooop. i tried calling my dad today but he didnt answer to see what/if anything is happening for christmas. my mom hasnt found a job yet.. its starting to make me feel bad. like if i had a business i would hire her. matt and i are coming up on 6 months.. wow half a year. thats insane. i wonder when i can go visit my friends next. and when im getting off of probation and what the hell im going to do with my life