Tomorrow is school registration already. I am not looking forward to it. Iv been thinking about redwing.. and my mom. so i called her this morning she didnt answer but called me back like 2 minutes after. I wanted to talk i guess... but she was tired so she said to call later. I dont know what I want to say but i just want to be close to her again. I actually miss her. i miss that little pond behind the high school in clara city. I might go there again but no dought i would start crying.Life goes on> and things change. but... sometimes i want it to be the past again. or atleast to a time when i was actually happy or atleast not have to force a fake smile. I try to impress my dad... or help him out with things. he never seems to notice that though. I like seeing other people happy the world is turning into just.. crap and when i think about it i feel there is no reason to become of something with importance. if that makes any sense like in the end... it was all useless. Fake. waste. im getting stressed out knowing my court is in eight days and i will have to listen to how much i suck at life. i want to stand up and say... look i messed up. why point it out to me. your not so perfect yourself. right? When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I... Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you -------- Answer all the questions honestly. Starting time: 2:29 pm Name: Lindsey Rae Johnson Sisters: Samantha Brothers: none Eye Color: blue Height: 5 4 What are you wearing right now? american eagle jeans a blue tank and a hurley shirt Where do you live? my dads it sucks Favorite Number? 26 Favorite Drink? virgin strawberry daquiri ***********Have You Ever*************** Loved someone so much it made you cry? not love... but iv cried from people Been in a police car? yes Been on a plane? a lot Been in a hot tub? just the other day with Liz Swam in the ocean? yess Fallen asleep in school? mhmm Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yes Saved e-mails? yes Been cheated on? yes ***********What is**************** Your room like? small. one bed. tiny hobbit closet What is the last thing you ate? havent ate anything yet today... *****************Do You***************** Believe in love at first sight? sometimes Like picnics? yes Like school? no *****************Questions***************** Who was the last person you texted? cody Who makes you smile? myself *****************Who***************** Did you last yell at? alli Do you like filling these out? sometimes Do you like yourself? sometimes *****************Final Questions***************** Last text message says? want to get a professional massage for 25 dollars.... haha cody makes me laugh What are you listening to right now? sam watching scrubs What did you do today? woke up. grabbed some apps with my sister and went tanning then washed dishes Good singer? yeppp Are you the oldest? no Indoors or outdoors? outdoors *****************Today did you***************** Talk to someone you like? yes Get sick? i am sick Sing? yes Talked to an ex? nope Miss someone? yes *****************Last person who***************** You talked to on the phone? jacob Made you cry? everyone You went to the mall with? liz Been to Mexico? Yeah Been to Canada? no Been to Africa? No *****************Random***************** What books are you reading right now? none Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes What's under your bed? maybe some hair from my cat Favorite sport to watch? i hate watching sports Favorite location? if i told you... you would steal it Who do you really hate? jazmin mostly. then it goes to scotty ruben tony lots more Do you have a job? nope i want one soooo bad Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? of course. Are you lonely right now? little bit TIME FINISHED: 2:37 pm