I feel distant from certain friends and i kind of feel really sad about it... like they dont like me now cause im not with them as much... i do like them still. so i wish they would understand how drifting away for a while will only make it stronger in the end. atleast if they will feel the same.. i cant fake it anymore. times are different and people come and go. my mom is back in town so im going to hang out with her and sam today =) i met somebody.. not just somebody i guess he is thee somebody that might just open my heart up again. i told him i liked him he says he likes me to he also says he loves my smile. we talked about everything i thought my heart tore open and spit out 1,000 words to this boy and he understood every single one. but i learn to not get my hopes up {I think about you at night sometimes and sometimes i wonder if your thinking about me too} ....Scotty. Im Not the same anymore old lindsey is being drained out of me. i got court on monday kind of nervous because i never wanted this to be a part of my life but i fucked it up for me so i have to take the shit they hand me and come out stronger in the end. ahh time. you cause me confusion why was i spilled out into this world like a drop of acid rain. it does not make any more sense to me