Last night proves that Im not a very good person. Im too secretive. I have two lives I lead right now and its all going to catch up sooner or later.... rubens mom probably hates me now. ferkkkkk i just curled up in your sweatshirt last night and thought about things thenn fell asleep... but i think this is like weird you knoww, are we good together or is it going to be a waste of time right now. i dont know i havent even hung out with tj and them in a long timee kind of living a million lives actually. im waiting on sarahbearr and alli to come overr I have to mow the lawn to... and im pretty sure i never want to type those addresses as soon as my dad finds that out... im screwed.