well i think i willl follow up through my whole day well... o i wrote an entry on ally sitdiary so that has more to explain about jessica Morning. I got up at 9 20 and decided to take a shower. got out of the shower at 9 50 and got dressed and came up here at 10 because there is nothing to do yet.. i want to go to the park and swing. yesterday i did by myself this girl came up to me and asked my name i think she thought i had no friends.. but i just wanted to swing. so im sitting here listening to music and typing on my sitdiary. i am sun burnt so badly it hurts. ow. i seriously think my shirt is going to start on fire because of my burns on my shoulders...oo and i stayed home yesterday because cole said he would come over and watch a movie after his track meet but he later told me he was to tired because the meet was late so i sat at home and had nothing to do and then jack locked me out of the house and i walked to the bar to get a key but my mom didnt have one so she told the guy that "likes" me and has perverted thoughts about me.. reid. to drive me home and break in. so we got there.. awkward drive there. and i walked up to the door and it OPENED! so i looked like a idiot but i was like THANKS BYE and walked in and locked the door.. hoping he didnt want to come in ugh so scary lol HE WAS SO SPIFFY lol samm yea good times at the bar TITTIES....... took jack for walk then came home got sam and went to park to swing then came home told mom i wanted to go driving. AFTERNOON So we put some recycling in the back of the truck and brought it to willmar and dumped it off then went to taco johns. got our food from some stupid lady. then headed home. then mom took me out driving which was fun and then came home and came up here. um its 4 now. i want cole to come over... he is looking for jobs and stuff so i dont know when he will be back... dont know if he will come over either.' ew i dont feel good... stupid taco yuck johns. and then i went downstairs and laid in my room and read a book now my mom is leaving to go to work.. and i am so bored. 6 00 so now im getting lonely and mad over things.. ally or sam is being dumb because i dont really care if they want to say they hate me over the internet cause i am not up for that foolishness. i have to stay here all night says my sister because she is dumb. soo isolated 7:40 well i want someone to come pick me up before i literally go insane here.we as in my sister and i went to keggers to watch karaoke but it doesnt start till 8 30 and sam is just being a jerk . so i dont really want to go there with her anyway i would rather say im going and go somewhere just completely different just to get out of here for a while. im just so sick of feeling alone and isolated... 8 16 well i got into a fight with cole again.... i need to just drop him... i should but i dont want to... because i dont know.. im just being stupid and maybe im just desperate. maybe.