I took my boy out for a walk. and i wanted to keep walking. i didnt want to turn around cause i knew i would not see the moon anymore.Wade is moving in.huh.what do i think about that. eh doesnt matter really. my opinion never makes any sense to anyone noone can see it through my eyes. I swear to myself. i know. i will see him again someday...whats going on here. I spent my whole life In love with despair Kept my lungs full With the breath of thier Mute atmosphere I became What I hate And thus Shall I remain To give birth to a Mighty assasin Armed with a weapon of words To defy the lies To never compromise No Today My name Is pain I stood Beyond the world Whispering secret syllables in the Eyeless dark Dancing wildly Round and round on the rotting ground Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell This is how I delete myself And this is how I corrupt Everyone else Obey Betray You are not unique You do not need to think Take it I will You succumb So nicely Like an insect staring back Like a dying dove My love So here we are again The sheets are staind and bloodied The animals scratch at my skin Here we are again My face is scraped and bloodied I've nothing left to give I wasn't there I'm not involved I'm innocent It's not my fault Here in the suicide trees No, bloody, bloody, bloody Murder Among the exciment of my sins It's not happening So here we are again In secret ceremonies Changing shape, amen Here we are again Pretending not to notice The illness sneaking in Toil and labor, hate your neighbor, faith in favor, obey Obey Here I do as I please, obey, here in the suicide trees, obey Hate your neighbor Scratch at my skin It's not happening