um. well we leave in 2 days for pennsylvania. and it seems like were going to be gone forever.. i think its just the fact that i dont get to talk to cole before i leave because he is in south dakota. i left him a voice message on his phone. so i hope he doesnt forget about me.. at times i just dont want to go. because i dont like washington dc. new york .. any of those big places.. they just make me feel angry. because i like the space, and the wilderness. i think i hope i will have fun though. i dont really want to sit at my cousin that i hardly knows wedding. just will be boring... today we went to games lake.. with sams friends so i brought amber. atleast it was something to do... oo i think it will be hard that i wont be able to use my phone or talk to anyone from home. and cole. i dont want to pack ughh. i just gave up today. atleast i have most of my clothes in there... maybe getting out of home will make it better, ugh yesterday my mom threatened me that when i get back all my stuff will be out of the house. because she wants me to work for this drunk man from the bar and she didnt even ask.. or say it nicely so i didnt want to do it. then she started in on how i dont do anything to take care of the horses. even though i do.. and so she was like im putting them up for sale and i was just like shut up im soo sick of you. atleast her ""Boyfriend"" will be moving ha ha ha and if he ever were to visit... it wouldnt be for long. everyone wants me to go back to willmar.. and i sortof am pushing on going back there.. but after i finish cross country so then i can see how i like the high school and stuff.. umm.. im tired. we swam a lottt today!. but it was exciting yay and fun. other then my sister and matt peters getting in trouble for going in without a parking ticket so this guy jacked 3 dollars from us. and i just think he was poor cause he spent all his money on his cart thing. and its his life. so he wanted the money so he could get drunk... woooo 6 bucks man. that will buy u a buzz. he was a nerdy crabby homeless cart man. we should probably go kick him then steal his cart.. ha ha ha ... yessssssssssssss