um so i dont have meeting thing till next week which basically suck im kind of pissed off not knowing what will happen. i decided im not to go anywhere im sick of change for once i want one atleast one thing to stay the same i wont ask for anything else If your readin this then I finally did it Im sorry I didnt say goodbye there was no time Understand I was stressed Livin day to day was hard and I gave it my best but there was nothin left for me in this world To convince me to stay Now Im long gone away Dont you do that dont you start with tears just remember the time we spent over the years never cry never think bad of me whats done is done and thats the way it had to be I need you to be strong from me say a prayer everyday in my memory Im sure its helpin me to earn my feathers to get some wings and a halo and a harp and angelic things and even though Im gone and outta sight never worry about me Im alright & if you should die dont blame yourself and keep it locked inside & everytime you cry dont bring down just keep me inside of ya mind you only saw the outside never knew what I was feelin now everyday you lay in bed starin at the ceilin Im alive but you dont see me no more You can fill your heart with memories and things from before nn angel but everybody got a purpose in life and when the sun rise you will live to see another day Just dont follow me & live life your own way Example===== dont be upset and if you forget get the picture with the cord around my neck can you handle it see me underground and I’m stuck but Im cool Its where I wanna be keep the drama in hand but outta sight and know that imma be alright