baby its going to be okay he used to tell me that everything will be okay i really miss hearing.... I keep having these nightmares. so i no longer sleep very well that thought triggered something horrid in my brain. it lingers and consumes me at night ... I didnt know jeff was coming... not to be mean but i would have liked it to be just me and sam. i havent seen my mom in a month or so. I dont want to sleep I dont want to dream I dont want to hear the suffering I dont want to hear the screams