work sucks .. its been 100 degrees almost every day we have worked. it was way better last year. im not getting enough water. i walked through the corn today almost dead of exhaustion and thirst. i come up with the weirdest things in my head. i sit by the biggest perves on the bus that only talk about penises and vaginas and wonder if i smoke crack. so i just told them i smoked crack so ugh. atleast jon surerus is being nicer to me. i dont really have any enemies on the bus but there are just some poeple that i would like to kill its so hot in here because our air conditioner doesnt work so i get back from 100 degress to 105 degrees, it sucks. this morning at 4 30 my mom didnt get up to bring me to work so i had to wake her up but she just seems stoned all the time. she said that there shouldnt be work because she was driving through tornadoes last night. then i told her there were no tornadoes and that i had work and she just yelled saying that i shouldnt yell at her. then another time i was asking to find my hat and she said she didnt know where it was so i set out to find it and couldnt so i came back and asked again and she just yelled saying it was by the couch and she told me that?? , then i was asking where a headband was and she had no idea what a headband was. i mean wow. then she like ran into me just in a trance. like a huge stoner. our stupid guys that we work for lie to us all of the time. so we end up doing more work then we actually have to. and were getting paid under the budget of what were spose to get.lame. my birthday is coming up soon. i wonder what i will get. probably a bag of chips since my mother is poor and i am working more then she is and getting paid more then she is. my dad hasnt really called me lately. i hope he remembers. usually mom buys something twice and says its from sam to. so i just hope its usefull or something. i guess im not to picky about what i get now. i hope work gets done soon. im wanting to hang out with friends and actually do things then go to work and come home and sleep. and eat. i need to sleep more. and probably drink alot more water. thats it