me and bryan arent doing well.... know why... cuz of sluts and hoes! enuff said... i hate the past! and i wish they would all rot in hell!!!! all the girls that contributed!!!! THANX HOES! u ruined my life... specailly chelsy who continues 2 try and cause me hell as if she didnt do enuff damage back in january by making out with him!!!!!! FUCK YOU SLUT! not 2 be rude but the girl caused me hell! more than ive ever known and she still does the shit! welp... people are pissin me off i had a terrible day! and no1 is there 4 me to talk 2... bryans my reason 4 living and im slipping.... my life is fallin away from me! thanx 2 these girls... all of them! they all added 2 the pain... the shattered dreams and future. poor lachientica will never know life! today i hate the world! :( and all the hoes nationwide! cant they just get with a guy that doesnt have a girl or isnt on a break with someone??? cant they stop being fucking sluts... specially her! JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE! ok well my wrist hurts i cant type much more i think its broken... oh well... send me some kisses! i could use some nice comments to cheer me up... thanx friends! thanx everyone else!!!! hehe add me as a friend if ya like my journal ill add ya back!!! and of course... ill comment u if u comment me! loves! 2 add 2 my pain!!!!! brantly yells down the hall today... theres bryan and sam... the best couple ever!!!!! :( oh ps... jenna just said this... Rockincutie25 [7:49 PM]: but sam i want you to know that i don;t expect you to trust me or like me for that matter but i wanna be friends with bryan and i want him to be able to lean on me or talk to me but i want him to know im ALWAYS here, not just when its convientiant for you and him......and i don;t know how to go about telling him this without making it seem like im trying to replace you, which im not should i be scared? is this a warning to me? like not directly u know? just should i be on the lookout now? i just said this.... Sk8erChick2004 [7:52 PM]: what u should do... i know either of us will flip if we see sum1 talking to them... so i dont want to think about it or get in it Rockincutie25 [7:53 PM]: i want to be able to be like "hey bryan" and not have to worry about getting him in trouble Sk8erChick2004 [7:54 PM]: no... last night i told him i wanted him 2 kill himself and he's still alive so im must not have that great of an effect ne-more Rockincutie25 [7:55 PM]: you do but sam if you love someone why would you say that shit to them Sk8erChick2004 [7:55 PM]: cuz he said some really horrible things 2 me and i cant handle hearing that about people i loved b4 him Rockincutie25 [7:56 PM]: to me thats not love....thats the need to have someone love you and the need to run their life.....you love bryan obviously b/c of what you and him have been through but damn sam what would you do if he actually did, and don't say he won;t cuz you dunno that grand the ants come marching one by one... right onto my fiance he love of my life :( want to die want to die want to die! goodbye! leave some kisses if im still alive to read them ill comment u back!