i went 2 delete this diary today... i cant :( ive made sooo many great friends who help me threw the tuff shit i cant tell my friends about. i say that like they dont have a clue but they do... heather can read me like an opened book. thats prolly why she's my best friend. she can tell me ill be okay b4 i even look up at her when i 1st see her at school. she's the greatest person ive ever known. she deserves a great guy too and this ted kid has broken her heart b4. i dont trust it. i dont want her to fall in love as she did with gavin then get torn apart. gavin and i are totally awesome friends but when he talks shit on her i just wanna hurt him. and even if i try to hide it... bryan always knows when im the slightest bit down. he always tries 2 bring me up and i adore him 4 it. i dont know where id be if i didnt have them both. specially bryan tho. id give up my world 4 him. lately we been drifted but i want to pull us back together peice by peice. b4 long it will be me and him not just us and the haters. i cant wait 2 go to cali with him, nothings going to get in the way of our dreams. love is hard. no1 ever said it wasnt. we must have more love than anyone in this world. we've been threw sooo much and still feel strong passion for each other. for all we been threw, i love you, i will always love you. ur my best friend, my fiance, my lover, my angel. Loving me 4 me x-tina People ask if I'm in love with you Because I'm sitting here with your picture And smiling to myself I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you My heart speaks before my mind thinks through And I blush as I say yes What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being With abilities to set me free Free, make me be me Makes me want to say Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss I must admit it's a part of me You please me, complete me, believe me Like a melody Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof We were meant to be But the best quality that’s hookin' me Is that you're loving me for me Is that you're loving me for me People ask why I'm in love with you Well, let me start by saying You got my heart by just being who you are And what we got is between me and you It doesn't matter about the money I make Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star Unconditionally you're there for me Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, so sweet This is meaningful, is incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable The way I feel, so sweet Makes me want to say Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss I must admit it's a part of me You please me, complete me, believe me Like a melody Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof We were meant to be But the best quality that’s hookin' me Is that you're loving me for me Is that you're loving me for me Its so amazing how something so sweet Has come and rearranged my life I've been kissed by destiny Oh, heaven came and saved me An angel was placed at my feet This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes No cover ups, push ups With him, I don’t have to put on a show He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in He's real,he's honest, he's loving me for me Yeah