my stomach hurts my heart hurts too i dont want to go to school tomorrow but then agian i do i feel a repeat of last year coming on i suddenly feel tired i suddenly feel hungry too id eat but i feel sick 4AM i hate 'her' she makes me sick 'he' is an asshole 'i' am the one that gets hurt nobody else feels this pain even tho they caused it they get off scott-free nobody else will ever know green is beauty blue is sad black is gay purple is 2 close 2 pink. red is suicidal white is NOT pure. look closer. its dirty everyone is. pink makes me gag *the homosexual color as well* gold and maroon are gay school colors tv nothings on radio rerun songs cd player batteries dead camera should i give it to bryan *that might be a dumb idea* b/c of the camera i feel used ill delete all the pics if i must. i know bryans secrets i know what he's hiding try to catch me in ur trap well fuck you fuck 2 the bitch that stole my life as well critize me 4 what u want *whore* sleep ugh over rated but good get up at 6 bryan says 'oh' i say i hate her die yay i want to die i hate u i love you w/e its always 'oh' as if he doesnt care i guess he doesnt maybe we shouldnt be together he pulls my own stunt on me screw him once again sleep.