o screw. im tired yet cant sleep. i feel so very random. hunger has taken over 98% of my body. i eat far too much. i have to get offline at 2:30 so bryan can call. im to lazy for even that simple of a task. bryan hates these girls that claim his friendship. i feel sad for them but more sad for myself. im over my depression state of mind no i wont lie i hide it well. its morning. its dark. im on msn and aol and aim. i missed the net but coming back isn't the same. i miss the time in between as well as the simple things. i dont remember my aim passwords... i lost all my AoL buddies because of my new account. i need to figure out how to change my e-mail address to my new account on this thing. i feel lost, helpless, and annoyed. i cant think straight. i smoked weed out of an apple. they also used a banana. life is crazy. i woke up today to josh, perry, adam, guido, and bryan all asleep in random places across my room. i feel lightheaded. i wish i had more silver rings. im opened. im shy too. im very deeply in love and lust. im a nymphomaniac. i need a hair cut. my mind is racing. im out 4 now. i hope i get comments. once again im out for now. oh and i pray to god bryan doesnt get mad about the entry... oh but he can write ones about me right? its all good were *fine* i love you all leave words of wisdom. loves and cuts yall. TAKE THIS!!!! http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=040321011217-U~p20think~p20U~p20know...~p20Prove~p20it~p21&email=sk8erchick2oo4 THANK YOU!!!