ps to the last entry.... its never FUCKING FUN to sit around and wait 4 ur goddamn boyfriend!!!!!!!!!! alls i keep thinking is where he could be and what the fuck he's doing! bad thoughts bad bad thoughts!!!! alls i can think is him somewhere besides jasons.... him going to the goddamn game! us breaking up.... b/c i know its going to happen now. b/c he isnt faithful 2 me...... b/c he doesnt care..... i dont think he ever did care. im going crazy..... i dont wanna leave my house cuz he might call or got online i dont wanna stay here cuz i keep thinking about him i want to die. goodbye