i died today

Feeling: blank
sry this is LONGGGG!!!!! its a full convo! just thought ud like to see the whole thing 2 justify what i mean... a lil of it wouldnt show all sides. Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: do you think you just go ahead and break up wtih me then act like you never knew me, erase me from your life and write shit in your profile to get me upset? Sk8erChick2004 [8:22 PM]: what shit? Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: like flirting with guys with big gadgets Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: and looking for a guy? Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: already Toxictouch13 [8:22 PM]: man Sk8erChick2004 [8:23 PM]: well arent u Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: you are not what i thought you were Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: no Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: actually i am not Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: i only wan you Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: and only you Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: but obviously i am nothing to you Sk8erChick2004 [8:23 PM]: u dont act that way Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: i amsorry i ever met you Toxictouch13 [8:23 PM]: goodbye Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: wtf? Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: i didnt do anything to u Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: SAM I LOVE YOU!! Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: you broke up withe me Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: ur the one writing that shit in ur journal Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: for what? Sk8erChick2004 [8:24 PM]: cuz u broke another promise Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: i amnot making you jelouse by looking for chicks Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: no Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: that shouldn't evenbe a promise Toxictouch13 [8:24 PM]: i promised you i wouldn't have a life Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: and i couldn' take it anymore Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: i wantted a life Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: and you in my lif Sk8erChick2004 [8:25 PM]: snowboarding is ur life now? Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: no everything Sk8erChick2004 [8:25 PM]: well thats why were not together Toxictouch13 [8:25 PM]: you break up wih me cuz of that, you obviously never lovedme and i never want to ever see you again, i want to forge everything we have everdoone Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: i don't want to remember you Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: you never loved me Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: if you did you could respect my life Toxictouch13 [8:26 PM]: and let me do stuff for fun Sk8erChick2004 [8:27 PM]: well im tired of the lies thats all Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: so fuck you and never talk to me ever again Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: there was no lies sam Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: i told yo i wouldn't have a life Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: FOR YOU Sk8erChick2004 [8:27 PM]: u broke a promise today and shoved it right in my face Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: and i just thought maybe you could respect me and let me FUCING HAVE A LIFE WITHOUT DUMPING ME Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: BUT YOU KNOW THAT IS YOU Toxictouch13 [8:27 PM]: YOU HAVE NO HEAR Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK LOVE IS Sk8erChick2004 [8:28 PM]: why? so u can cheat on me a few more times and shatter my soul a bit more Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: YOU ARE PATHETIC AND GE THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: NO IT WOUULDN'T HAPEN AGAIN Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: OKAYY!!? Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: I TOLD YO THAT Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: THAT IS THE ONLY LIE YOU TELL YOURSELF Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: THAT IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: BUT IT WONT' Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: STOP IMING ME Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: I AMIGNORING YOU Toxictouch13 [8:28 PM]: FUCK YOU!!! Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: w/e *stopping* Toxictouch13 [8:29 PM]: BYE Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: bye Sk8erChick2004 [8:29 PM]: im not gana fight this time... cyas Toxictouch13 [8:44 PM]: SAM DON'T FUCKING DO THIS Auto response from Sk8erChick2004 [8:44 PM]: awww damn!!!! lookin 4 love in all the right places looking 4 love... AND FOUND IT! sing with me people!!! looking 4 love in all the right places looking 4 love! shhh.... lol Sportstud199012 [8:40 PM]: I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH SAM Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: wtf is that?!? you like going to date himnow? Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: sam i imed you czu i want you only you i havn't lied to you Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: and if you are hat fucking pissy about me snowboarding then FINE Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: I WON'T i won't do it if you just stay with me Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: i want you Sk8erChick2004 [8:45 PM]: that boy is dating my sister Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: please Sk8erChick2004 [8:45 PM]: hahaha Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: please Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: okayy Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: i love you only you Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: iwant you Toxictouch13 [8:45 PM]: only you Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: no one else Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: just please stay with me Sk8erChick2004 [8:46 PM]: well then what are u going to do? Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: iwon't do that okay Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i won't snowboard Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: juststay with me Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i shouldn't do that, but this proves that i wantyou Toxictouch13 [8:46 PM]: i will sign into your club Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: but i can't live without you Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: okay Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: u dont have to me and heather had a LONNNG chat about it Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: that's all Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: about what Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: being just fine in the club alone Sk8erChick2004 [8:47 PM]: like last year Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: no Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: i want yu Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: i will do this for yu Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: jus please stay with me Toxictouch13 [8:47 PM]: okay Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: you can go out with your friends whenever Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: i don't care Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: i will do anything just if you stay with me Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: jesus Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: you don't know how i feel Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: looking at you just being happy and fine without me Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: acting like you never loved me, whcihc you prolly didn't Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: and it hurs Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: hurts Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: but that's i Toxictouch13 [8:48 PM]: bye= Sk8erChick2004 [8:48 PM]: waity Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: no Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: idon't want to see you tell me you don't watn me it hurts enough now Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: i amonly hapy wiht you Sk8erChick2004 [8:49 PM]: i never said i didnt Sk8erChick2004 [8:49 PM]: didnt u read my journal? Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: no Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: i just want you with me Toxictouch13 [8:49 PM]: that is it Sk8erChick2004 [8:50 PM]: well u pushed me farther and farther away today Toxictouch13 [8:50 PM]: sam Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i was seeing if you would let me have a life and have fun without you getting upset Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i want you more then that thought Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: though Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: okay Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: so i won't do it Sk8erChick2004 [8:51 PM]: by breaking the only promise i ever wanted u to keep besides not cheating on me again Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: sami dind't break it Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i crumpled that paper up in homeroom Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: and kept yours Toxictouch13 [8:51 PM]: i didn't even say i would Sk8erChick2004 [8:52 PM]: yea but u implied it Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: you know i am crying for some stupide reason Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: and i ca'nt talk Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: the only thing i loved THE MOST Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: is leaving me Toxictouch13 [8:52 PM]: bye Sk8erChick2004 [8:53 PM]: i never said i was leaving Sk8erChick2004 [8:53 PM]: read my journal Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: send me the site Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: nevermind Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: i have it in my buddy Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: muh fav. Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: but i need to go Toxictouch13 [8:53 PM]: for a lil Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: ;'9 Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: ;"( Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: please Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: jst don't leave meee Toxictouch13 [8:54 PM]: bye god we have our ups and downs! this was an up :) hope it lasts!!! god do i love him :
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Jeeez, I can't keep up with the two of you....its good then its bad, good, bad. And I thought my old friends were confusing. :D
yay... i have trouble myself!!! isnt love strange?
I wouldn't know