bryans entry about my admitting it entry (random shit- admitting i was wrong) what he did was take out my admits and put in his he knows... i wish he'd admit some things now :( ------------------------------------------ That was hers so now ima make one of mine. [1] the biggest to bryan is probably the 'cheating on him with raul bit' i know it happened i know it would have killed me if she didn't answer the phone. i know she won't do it again( i beleive her) i know she did it to hurt me as well as B.K. [2] next would be brian k. and my short lived affair i know it happened i know it killed me that she really likED this boy i know she tried to fuck him 4 or 5 times i knew she would have fucked him... hadnt he got lost trying to go over there i knew the song 'love at 1st sight' was dedicated from her lips to his ears i knew after she told me they stopped that when they didnt i know she did this to hurt me I knew i was hurting over it i know I was going to try to kill myself and she STILL didnt stop i don't know if she will do this again i KNOW it didnt hurt her to see me hurt [3] the final thing would be getting so easily worked up over the small things i Know she jumps to conclusions i know she won't trust me i know she dont' want to i know she get jealous(me too) i Know she has a bad temper (ME TOO!!) i Know she wants the majority of my time even if that is wrong. i know i love her for trying i know i would die for her to as well her for me i know she has given up her friends and most of her life for us to wokr, and i have done the same. That is it everyone. peace -------------------------------------------- ((i don't know if she will do this again i KNOW it didnt hurt her to see me hurt )) i wont do it again and i did hurt! seeing that even hurt me