nothing more 2 do... than write. bored. waitied 4 bryan on here for the past 3 hours or so. giving up hope he's coming back. hungry going to go find food now or soon dont know whether its hunger or pain anymore. i 4get what hunger feels like working on my stitch project SW + BN 11-14 its nice painting my nails getting high off the fumes feeling dizzy wondering what brian wanted earlier stay go stay go ? stay. afraid. of what bryan does behind my back tries to think. nothing comes out ill go now or not im annoying this house is hott put on nightgown do laundry clean room 4 heathers arival on friday busy busy 2 projects get a job keep them grades up fuck you maybe i like the letter C hope 2 be with bryan this weekend wishing and wanting those GC tix 4 philly 18 in 20 days perfect gift wish i was perfect cant be perfect end.