*sigh* i miss my dream world i woke up and i was right back fucking here i wanna go back to sleep i never wanna wake up. i hate where i am all this boy drama has left me in a state of mind i like to call hell. im hungry i miss bryan (he got offline and didnt say a word 2 me) i miss his kiss THAT DREAM DIDNT HELP THE KISSING FACTOR gah. why do i miss kissing more than sex? gawd... i crave it. whats wrong with me? i always did think kissing ment more to me with bryan than sex did. im pretty sure i mentioned that 2 him actually. and now i want it. i need it. theres someone out there waiting and wanting to kiss me too. i dont know if its him or someone else but im going to find him. very soon. where is that boy in my dream.