dude. the damn entry deleted. i shall re-write it. ok... i will never be used to people asking me to put them on my friends list. its funny, yet odd. lol but better yet! go 2 a random diary.... are u on their friends list. yep happens to me ALL THE TIME... hella creepy. (and i dont mean friends!) lol. beyond that... me and bryan talked on the phone 4 an hour. i wouldnt let him leave until the end of 'ill meet u there' by simple plan... it made me feel like he was right here holding me. i miss those late night calls. the moments of silence when i hear his soft breath. *sigh* he's coming tomorrow. i wait 4 this with anticipation in my heart.!. i feel like its x-mas! i FINALLY did my user info over again... took me 20 minutes so go check it out tell me whatcha think. i hope he likes it. on a final note... why is it always windy on trash days? its like mother natures morbid sense of humor as she watches the trash cans roll into the street and the neighbors all fighting over whose whose as she laughs. what a bitch. i think i like mother nature. good sense of humor. oh yes and heres this:
As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of "What
If's".

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla thats SsSsOoOoOo ME! HAIR DRAMA -ps. shhh. dont tell bryan!!!!! i might dye my hair honey brown. ok he doesnt want me to dye it brown as u know... he doesnt like brown hair. lol but it wont be dark brown just a dirty blonde like color. but a big change on a light blonde like me. hehehe it would be hilarious if he flipped on me and made me change it back. but he wouldnt lol. but i dont want him 2 look at me and think ugh. what is up with that. lmao ((funniest part is... i dont think brown hair would look good at all with another color added in... so brown and blue... ick brown and red... ickier. so okie maybe ill wait a while. haha ))