realizing mistakes from the past i decide to confess them and start on a new slate. the 1st step to recovery is admitting your faults [1] the biggest to bryan is probably the 'cheating on him with raul bit' i admit it happened i admit i didnt care much 4 it i admit i wont ever do that again i also admit i did it to hurt bryan ::hangs head in shame:: [2] next would be brian k. and my short lived affair i admit it happened i admit i really likED this boy i admit i tried to fuck him 4 or 5 times i admit i would have fucked him... hadnt he got lost trying to come over i admit the song 'love at 1st sight' was dedicated from my lips to his ears i admit after i told bryan we stopped that we didnt i admit i DIDNT do this to hurt bryan but i admit it started; to get revenge from him and that alicia girl i admit i knew he was hurting over it i admit i knew he was going to try to kill himself... and i didnt stop i admit i wont do this again i admit it hurt me to see bryan hurt i admit it was the most terrible ordeal ive ever been threw ::cries a soft tear - unspoken for -:: [3] the final thing would be getting so easily worked up over the small things i admit i jump to conclusions i admit i cant trust him i admit i want to i admit i get jealous i admit i have a bad temper i admit i feel i should get the majority of his time even if thats wrong i admit i will try to change i admit i would die 4 him i admit ive given up countless friends and most of my life 4 him, for us to work i admit this is okay and i did it on my own