school tomorrow dont wanna go back!!!! i only go to see bryan. im 18 now. i can leave if i want but i wont, because of bryan he believes in me he truly does. i love him so much if not 4 him i woulda left school already. i hate the teachers i hate the bitches i hate the sluts the assholes the jerks (there goes the whole damn school) i hate that place all in general! with this long break i really really dont wanna go back. im only going back to see 'him' as i said. and people stop asking me if im pregnant... i said it in my last entry too... its hurting my heart and its annoying. thank you. ps. since bryan controlls the weather and its super windy... i wonder what he's feeling. it sounds like sorrow. =( that makes me feel bad. *sigh* oh and i feel like a bitch is trying to move in on my man... ugh another one damn. theres gana be some ass kickin if thats what it takes. i havent beat anyone up in a while *sigh* i miss it. (oh thats besides my sister) but she dont count cuz the second i punched her in the face it started to swell she felt it and started to bawl and called my mom. yea she need not start shit if she cant handle it. lol it was funny tho... since she is bigger than me.. i look small but damn can i kick some ass. lol