bryan will come today ((i hope)) Toxictouch13 [11:16 AM]: i just woke up i have been up all night cuz of my ankle, but i am sorry hunn, i am trying to get a ride Toxictouch13 [11:16 AM]: but hey Toxictouch13 [11:16 AM]: if i get a ride there Toxictouch13 [11:16 AM]: will your mom take me back at night chances look good. god how i miss him im feeling better, i ate. huge breakfast, the smell of food made my tummy turn but i choked a few bites down then ate the rest. i realized something from what rena said in a comment on the last entry. i do have a lot of entries and i write constantly, it moves me from the world to my own dream lands. it lets me reflect. i write so oftne i could have finished that 3rd book i started writing. tho i never finished the 2nd becuase i got to about the 34th typed page and felt asif it was going nowhere. what a waste of a weeks worth of writing my 1st book was a 1 hit wonder. i feel i will never have the energy to complete a whole nother book. i lost my dedication to do it, lost my energy my soul. i need motivation. ps... sry 4 spelling errors it wont let me go back and fix them see thats my problem, too much of a rush, i do things b4 i think about it from every angle. i write b4 i edit and brainstorm. is that wrong?