ugh my brother has become a snowboarding loser like the rest of them... he better stay away from me of i salt him with the snow... 10 o'clock and my damn neighbor has a snowblower out there. asshole. my rents didnt get home till 5 this morning... they have got to be tired! and of course... i want!!!! i want bryan to come today but... he wont, prolly blame the snow. *sigh* i want the snow to melt. i want warm weather if we dont have off school monday. i want food. im starving! and most of all i want a snowmobile. you would never find this chickadee home if i got one of those!!! the guy down the street has 4 of them ;) maybe he'd give me one. id grab a friend and we'd ride that bitch like it was a motorcycle. *awe* to want.... bryan said im home 2 much... he was being such the total dick fucking head last night. he told me to ((get this)) snowboard. ok i may have flipped a lil. then i said you say all this mean shit 2 me and i cant say mean shit back at all or ill lose you... and alls your doing is moving further and further away. and he said he's waiting 4 me to change... i have changed for him these past few days. he's just watching me wiggle like a worm on a hook. theres nothing else i can do. i dont think he wants me gone... but i know i cant keep doing this... so if he wants me he can come get me. until then im not doing anything. but anyways bryan said im home 2 much... so a snowmobile is the new MUST HAVE! i will get my want. i swear it on my soul. ~and ill drive around newville~ hahahaha