fell asleep briefly woke up feeling sick... i ate 2 many tacos right b4 bed. gah! the diet.... gada stick with the diet! i weigh 92lbs need to lose a few more... around 86 would be grand started the diet for homecoming but now being thinner has been making me feel better not only did i wake up from taco illness but i woke up reaching for bryan *instinctivly* damnit that always happens after he's here a full day it made me cry when my hand didnt find his... prolly cuz i was half asleep and dreaming about him... dunno i hate his mom 4 not letting him stay the night, i dont see what the big deal is? this weekend went to fast :( tomorrow my sister will be back :/ i can barely get online when she's here cuz she's always on it talking to her friends or on the phone.... she says i am but thats not true she is like the freak about it if im on 20 minutes she starts flippin..samewith the phone but she can be on 4 hours.... how is this fair? anyways from this point on my schedule lets me have no free time supposed to go to the ren. faire this weekend.... wonder when i will make that up? oh well im staying up all night tonight to savor the weekend before another long school week this week will prove to be better b/c homecoming and the chaos along with it... u can feel the hype in the air i often wonder what bryan will wear i wish he was here i want to kiss him and i have the image of him humpin the bed in his sleep stuck with me forever that was hilarious god i love my baby well now im basically just rambling to stay awake so i can watch music vids... im gana dance all night (helps me get in shape 4 homecoming and lose weight) from doing this 5 days out of each week my tummy muscles have become tight and very *rollable* i love to dance, and ive proven myself wrong many times with the moves i can do... guetto booty dance! hell yes! they better play more rap/ hip hop and less of that county shit this year or this bitch will be very pissed off. welp im outa here leave some comments