once again i say: i love him, more than life more than death. having a fairytale romance and being 'ment to be' are the hardest things to find in life... ive never seen anyone, known anyone that has truly had a ment to be fairytale romance... until us. weve fought others... our differences... hard times... everything, and were still together in love. engaged. since the time before i knew his name, and followed him around hopeing he would notice me, wishing that he would say my name... i could see something in him that i can see even when my eyes are closed tight. he's my protector... he wouldnt let male nor female nor animal harm me... he's my angel... he's always there when im upset, or hurt... he helps me threw everything he's my sancutary... i can run to him for cover from the evil in the world. he's my heart, my eyes, my breath, my voice, my soul, my love his touch sends a tingle down my spine just to know he's mine... his kiss makes my heart stop, and the world slows down around us just to watch true love bloom. his eyes can see into my soul, and touch my heart in just a sinmple glance. his smile makes me feel comfortable, wanted, and lets me know im the only one he has givin his heart to. his body against mine... laying naked, intwined... feeling each others warmth... lets me know my reason for living. he's my love suicide. and i got the sweetest comment: my love suicide ur diary is so cute...i love ur header quote. =]. ur really in love...its incredable.. [eaturheartout] hehehe and i got 2 other comments saying he was hott and one saying he looked like the crave model. hehe i wanna find a pic of the crave model now. haha. even tho ^^that says a lot of what i feel... i still cant explain it... and im always so afraid of losing him. we talked about it last night... he's afraid of losing me too, very much so... *sigh* i dont kno what id do without him. i know one thing i live with him until hes gone... in my eyes i live until i suicide. i suicide 4 my love. tis 4 my baby!!!!! muah hunny. i wrote this earlier but i put it up again cuz riotgrrls lil diary thingy inspired me. haha okay well tt4n loves and cuts oh and my aim: another x trend i been getting a lot of requests of help with diaries... so theres my s/n... im on it all day but im not at the comp all day so yea... dont get mad if i dont respond right away hehe