time and time a-gain

oh guys... i just need to go out and buy a modem 4 my new comp now!!! then ill be back online. yayness. mr knaps wife had her baybay so we get the well needed well deserved FREE TIME! me and bryan have gym class together so we have tons o fun in there... i did my hair way cute today 4 him. he thought it was 4 billy but he jumps to conclusions too much! he did say he liked it however and not to mention im stuck on the kiss from this morning... it gave me them butterflys again! the other night when we were making love (we talked the whole time about what it felt like and our memories) and i asked what it was like for him to be on top of me looking down... and he said "like a rainbow cause your beautiful" thats stuck on my mind tooooo. thanx 4 the comments too everyone. and if u didnt see the ps.... it said... i might have a lil bulge in my belly. if u understand. me and bryan are talking about getting back together off and on as everyone knows or hears... and today in the oh so fabulous gym class he said if i make this basket we'll be back together soon, if i dont then we have to wait longer. he didnt make it lol but jeez.. least u know he's thinkin bout it and im not alone on this one. he wants anal sex man... anything 4 him... i hope it doesnt hurt terribly bad. im also getting a tattoo soon yippeeee -sweetiepie668- i know about the other girls... i told him what happens when were apart stays back with the past... why try and change whats already damaged. were being honest with each other now and he told me and did i tell him about all the people in between. but u have to know where im coming from with this... i know u know... anyone who loves someone would. goodbye to you. -carrie- jeezuz i miss you sooo much hehehehe its been so so so long... my cell needs minutes, but when i get some... my # is 514-8593 watch now ill have 10 million random calls. oh well. i love yooooouuuuuuzzzzz! be good till i get back online! i think ive realized something.... people search their whole life for love... and im not letting it go. we have that cant live without each other romantic if its not you its nobody love. and we are ment to be. he's my angel. and anyone else who left me comments!!!! sry no time 2 respond. keep leavin em' and ill be back on soon. thanx 4 welcome backs and i miss you'z. you guys are awesome. LOVES! have a great weekend. lets all pray bryan comes to see me. =) ;) maybe we should have a big girls night soon too... call me girlies. we can go see Club Dread or w/e PEACE
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Oh darling, I wish I had my very own bryan :( ..oh well, one day i shall.

I hope you get your modem soon. Your entries intrigue me.

- natalie
hey sam..i'm gonna need some help with this thing sometime soon...so uh...yea..i'll talk to you about it on monday i guess
- Ashley
[Anonymous]
hey sam. i know where you are coming from and its cool. w.e he said to you its good he was honest.i dont like him that way fyi.but yea. i dont hate you. i just wanted to say i respect you for saying the truth. not even my friends do that. but i dont have a problem with you at all. so just to say im actually sorry for anything i have caused or w/e. but i dont know bout bryan i seriously heard he likes someone right now beside you.and shes a friend
of mine. that has a b/f. he might have told you but i dont kno. i dont really talk to him. but just give you heads up. i told you im honest. ok dont get mad that i told you this. it might be old news. ive been staying out of stuff. but comment back in my diary...is that ok???????????
jess
hey - you wrote again. I just randomly thought,
"hey I'll check and see who's updated recently."
It's been awhile!? The whole bryan thing still going on?
I see, I see.
All my entries used to be happy, then they became very unhappy
my life is so jumpy lately. I never know what will happen next. Most the time it is something negative that happens.
I'm waiting for the positive to come around.
~Janet
[Anonymous]
aww if you have a girls night out, enjoy it. i love those nights. see ya! ;D
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