yea... off school a-gain! why dont i just drop out and leave now? psht! anyways... bryan has beyond pissed me off... he just took my best friend on here and made it so i want nothing to do with her now... but ill act *to her* like it's fine and i dont care... he's such a fucking hypocrit! i cant talk to seth (hmph!) but he can talk to carrie? its the same situation! so wtf!!!! oh well im fine just as long as i dont have to stop talking to seth. im not gana be trapped by that hypocrit. anyways he tried to get seth to stop talking to me too... if it worked i think im leaving the site... i mean seth and carrie were my bests... and colleen but she's hurting still. so yea hope this isnt the end. eh. i talked to carrie last night 4 ever about it... i saved the convo and all =) it was kinda sad tho... she knows where im coming from and tho she misses her ex she said i should prolly dump bryan 4 good. i dont even want to think about it... so i wont think about it! but then i had the 'dream' oh christ YEA! the fucking dream to end all dreams! it was after x-mas break... january =) me and bryan were doing fine... i had even 4gotten our troubles 4 a few days b/c of the x-mas love then i seen he had his goddamn peice of shit snowboard and i started to cry... i got all the shit outa his locker and never talked to him again... then like 8 years later or something i invited him over to meet my husband and our daughter... it was so fucking weird and it made me cry. but ya know... im 2 pissed off 2 care 4 now. fuck this fuck him fuck liars fuck the world!