haha i met a guy online that imed me outa the blue and thinks he's 50 cent. thats classic! hahaha (i over-use the phrase *thats classic*) oh well anyways this kid is hilarious. he made my day spiffy yet a-gain he seriously could have sum1 going but now me ;) im 2 clever! anyways heres a short quizzie 1 MINUTE AGO: putting on my 'cold' cd 1 DAY AGO: at school wishing i were dead 1 WEEK AGO: suicide attempt lol j/k actually erm... trying to move out and fighting everyone! remember! 1 YEAR AGO: umm lol a junior in bshs had many less worries than now, me and bryan had just started dating and thats when things were easier better greater lol I HURT: my body my life and the fact that ill never be all he wants and needs I LOVE:bryan so much that it kills me I HATE: everything and everyone that ever hurt our relationship I FEAR: losing bryan, dying alone, being forgotten, heartbreak I HOPE: life doesnt suck this bad when im older I FEEL: like this is the end of my life, after this the rest is a bunch of nothing I LISTEN: to music everyone puts me down 4... like good charlotte, fuck you HATERS! I HIDE: my scars, my pain, my emotions I DRIVE: stakes threw the hearts of those who hurt me... or at least i wish, maybe someday! I PLAY: everything safe tho im afraid of NO ONE! I MISS: the first few months me and bryan were together even tho they were all a lie... sometimes the truth hurts u so bad its murder I LEARNED: to not trust people so easily I KNOW: theres no lying my way from him, im in love, and i hate the pain ive suffered I WAIT: for death I NEED: 2 know there will never be anyone else, 2 feel good enuff 2 get me by... but i never will I THINK: of the past, of my disorders, of my imperfections Current Clothes: a brown quarter length hello kitty shirt that says rad with the kitty on a skateboard, my tight ass jeans (they make my butt look juicy says melissa haha) and my white vans (aka my babys) with my white sox i drew with blue pen all over... oh and a white silky thong and a white plain bra... grand huh Current Mood: not 2 spiffy Current Music: POD- will you ****upstairs**** and puddle of mud ****downstairs**** Current Taste:knock offs of martins bbq chips they are called nibbles with gibbles lol Current Hair:up, a mess, the short peices never stay outa my damn face... tho everyone says its adorable that way... its blonde but about to turn half blonde half blue =D Current Annoyance: cleaning and babysitting.... then getting nothing in return but ::u dont do anything ur lazy:: Current Smell: my peach shampoo Current Thing I Should Be Doing: prolly cleaning... maybe i should clean my room too... hmmm Current Desktop Picture: Pierre from Simple Plan on stage with the crowd in the background... his back is facing me, its black and white and says: this is who i am this is what i like... yea yea blah blah blah... u get it. (found it at some sp fan site woohoo) Current Favorite bands/singers: maybe linkin park? i duno i love lots of music u cant make me choose just 1 thing! Current Book: the virgin suicides ONCE I GET IT! Current Movie In VCR: in VCR: the nightmare before christmas in DVD: the grinch who stole christmas or finding nemo... dont ask, my damn sister and brother chose them. Current Refreshment: damnit now i need one! u bitch u! Current Worry: ugh... life never getting any better than this.... and losing bryan ='( more quizzies 2 come ;P