1st day of christmas

1st day of christmas my true love has out done himself and yet again gave to me: a BAG OF M&M's and a SUM 41 poster. oh yea! what an angel! we spend the morning together... but we started having sex and i started to cry. he has his eyes closed and it was so awesomely sweet and perfect... it felt so right and all... and then i imagined him with someone else and started to cry right on the spot... he stopped and held me... asked me if i was okay and all my angel, if he only knew. we held each other 4 the longest time... we talked and searched 4 food... and thats about ALL we did while he was here. i fell asleep at one point...and when i woke up he was on top of me and told me i was cute 2 watch while i slept. hehehe aww what a great way to spend the eve of this gay ass mother fucking holiday where im gana be forced to be with family *GAH!* i hate those hypocritical bitches. u can count on me writing a lot in here tomorrow. i wish i could be with my true love tomorrow. the 12 days of christmas are now over... all thats left is christmas day itself and i dont want it... :( oh well. back 2 cleaning this house 4 family ive never seen who have kids *my age* as they keep saying... FUCK YOU... im 18 not 17! *cry* *scream* yea... im a hardcore lil rawker. fuck off u trendy losers. hahaha KIDDING! but still i think my room is gana scare them... its a bit wild... with the million different parts... and the posters, stuffy animals, loud music and crazyness. hahaha. they can stay out. bleh. well then heres some awesome lyrics from my favorite band: the noose/ a perfect circle So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now Without himself You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down to choke you now
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