well today was interesting!
bryan came 2 school... for a while, got sicker and sicker till finally he left. my poor baby.
he went to the hospital tonight... i want to break down and cry.
he looked so adorable but so miserable today =( it made me realize... he's the only thing i have to live for.
awe got in a small fight on the phone :/ but by the end it was fine.
i feel like im getting sick... truly, i feel calmly odd, and off balance. 3rd day with a fever over 102.
i dont care aout me... all's i care about is bryan :[ he better be okay or ill hurt whoever gave him it!!!
thanx 4 all the comments on wishing him well u guys... its nice 2 know who ur true friends are. u guys rock!
this weekend im going to buy gifts 4 friends.
bryan: AFI cd. *yea he knows he wants it lol*
heather: shhh... its a secret!
and maria told me she was gana buy me summin cuz she 4got me & bryans anniversary... what a great friend. i love that gurl! so i decided ill prolly buy here some really awesome jewelry since she wears some pretty awesome shit now... yay but everyone else gets a card! :P im poor im sry
even with my fake happy mood i cant be happy damnit... i hurt so much with all the drama w/ bryan and all the sickness. i want to grab him and hold him all night. he wants me to come over tomorrow.
i want to go and take care of my sick lil baby. but how? jesus christ wont anyone cut me a break?
no.
ugh... well im not feeling 'the best' so im gana lay down.
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