ok since the entry about my day didnt fucking save.... ill just leave the goddamn comment i had 2 bryan and tell u straight up my day went well *very well in fact* and my grades are B+ A B- C+ i need to bring up the C i know.... ok now then there was one thing of key importance that happened today.... the kiss i also want to say prior to that.... me and bryan arent in the same club damnit.,.... cuz we 4got to sign up lol he's trying to get moved into my homeroom tho YAY ok then our just started dating thing was going well besides being a lil touchy feely for a second day but today we fought a bit and he leaned in to kiss me he stopped then he grabbed my face and leaned in to do it again but held back then finally he did it really fast but it felt like it lasted 4 ever i told him i wanted our 1st kiss 2 be this weekend but that plan got blown out of the water yea so he did it.... i didnt kiss back out of fear and utter shock his lips were wet and warm ooh how i missed that feeling i got weak i just stood there and closed my eyes hehehehe its been so long and i craved it so much that it felt magical i saw sparks fly and heard wedding bells i closed my eyes and saw our house our children our future. we both agreed our *real 1st kiss can be this weekend and since i didnt kiss back it wasnt real* but it was still sweet and very adorable ok now 4 what i left 4 bryan on that entry that didnt save..... bryan the letter you wrote me.... i understand how you feel im not trying to make u jealous... i dont know where u went or why u got offline but i just want u to know that i dont want chad like that okay baby i dont want a prep id rather die and u know it.... thinking someone is hott and wanting them is very different okie this stuff ur doing by selling ur snowboard and all that..... u dont have to but if you want to go 4 it.... of course im behind u all the way.... to know u love me that much puts a smile on my face i love you the same way even if you doubt it for even a second.... im not going to leave u if thats what u worry about now.... im down 4 u 4 ever ok baby does that answer ur letter? im not trying to make u sell ur board and drop ur friends 4 me... and yes ur the center of my world but it doesnt have to be that way 4 u.... id love u no matter what and u know it. welp hunny leave a comment and everyone else LEAVE A COMMENT TOO! HEHEHE