28 days till my birthday 18 o yay anyways not much is on this lil blonde girls mind so i suppose by bryans journal entry that he is going back to skating again hmph... how long is this goin to last between us now if he already just lied right there? that 'he didnt love me back then thing' is still ripping away my heart i got some good pics 2day 4 camera day bryans at counsiling right now... that scares me... what if he likes it... all they will do is blame his shitty live on my shitty life and he'll leave me. if he likes it and keeps going im sparing myself the trama and ending this now... i dont need a slow painful breakup on another note he bought our tix to homecoming today its friday and saturday im semi excited more excited for what comes after! ((in my head i still question why that girl stole my life)) i wonder a lot of things... gah.